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You entered: Joshua Hernandez Ravelas

There are 22 letters in your name.
Those 22 letters total to 94
There are 9 vowels and 13 consonants in your name.
 
What your first name means:

Hebrew	Male	Jehovah is generous. Jehovah saves. In the Old Testament, Joshua was chosen to succeed Moses as leader of the Israelites for their journey to the Promised Land.
Biblical	Male	A savior; a deliverer

Your number is: 4

The characteristics of #4 are: A foundation, order, service, struggle against limits, steady growth.

The expression or destiny for #4:
Order, service, and management are the cornerstones of the number 4 Expression. Your destiny is to express wonderful organization skills with your ever practical, down-to-earth approach. You are the kind of person who is always willing to work those long, hard hours to push a project through to completion. A patience with detail allows you to become expert in fields such as building, engineering, and all forms of craftsmanship. Your abilities to write and teach may lean toward the more technical and detailed. In the arts, music will likely be your choice. Artistic talents may also appear in such fields as horiculture and floral arrangement, as well. Many skilled physicians and especially surgeons have the 4 Expression.

The positive attitudes of the 4 Expression yield responsibility; you are one who no doubt, fulfills obligations, and is highly systematic and orderly. You are serious and sincere, honest and faithful. It is your role to help and you are required to do a good job at everything you undertake.

If there is too much 4 energies present in your makeup, you may express some of the negative attitudes of the number 4. The obligations that you face may tend to create frustration and feelings of limitation or restriction. You may sometimes find yourself nursing negative attitudes in this regard and these can keep you in a rather low mood. Avoid becoming too rigid, stubborn, dogmatic, and fixed in your opinions. You may have a tendency to develop and hold very strong likes and dislikes, and some of these may border on the classification of prejudice. The negative side of 4 often produces dominant and bossy individuals who use disciplinarian to an excess. These tendencies must be avoided. Finally, like nearly all with 4 Expression, you must keep your eye on the big picture and not get overly wrapped up in detail and routine.

Your Soul Urge number is: 1

A Soul Urge number of 1 means:
Your Soul Urge is the number 1. With a Soul Urge number of 1, you want to lead and direct, to work independent of supervision, by yourself or with subordinates. You take pride in your abilities and want to be recognized for them. You may seek opportunities to display your strength and usefulness, wanting to create and originate. In your desire to manage the big picture and the main issues, you may often leave the details to others.

The positive 1 Soul Urge is Ambitious and determined, a leader seeking opportunities. There is a great deal of honesty and loyalty in this character. If you possess positive 1 Soul Urge qualities, you are very attainment oriented and driven to success. You are a loyal friend and strictly fair in your business dealings.

The negative side of the 1 Soul Urge must be avoided. A negative 1 is apt to dominate situations and people; the home, the spouse, the family and the business. Emotions aren't strong in this nature. If you possess an excess of 1energy, you may, at times, be boastful and egotistic. You must avoid being too critical and impatient of trifles. The great need of the 1 Soul Urge is the development of friendliness, and a sincere interest in people.

Your Inner Dream number is: 3

An Inner Dream number of 3 means:
You dream of artistic expression; writing, painting, music. You would seek to more freely express your inner feeling and obtain more enjoyment from life. You also dream of being more popular, likable, and appreciated.

:This is exactly what I am O_O!!

I made a vow, to no one but you
For I pledge my heart  to forever be true.

For you were just a dream that I once knew
and I'd never thought that I would fall for you.

I am forever yours to be.
For I would do anything for thee.

I'd bring you flowers everyday
just to tell you that I'm away.

I'd even stay with you when your  world is gray.
Because I exist to brighten your day.

I'd find your dwelling place
and together we'd run through space.

For we shall run like the wind
that is forever in chase.

I could be the man to wipe your tears and I'd even fight away all of your fears.

I could be your knight of hope
when ever your in distress.

Then I'd take you to my kingdom
and call you, your highness.

I am forever yours for you are the queen of my heart
and I assure you that we'd never be apart.

If only I had time to spare.
I would share with you a moment of despair.

To realize what I've done to make you cry
and wipe all your tears of pain that can't be dry.

For I'd do anything to make you smile.
Even though I know it's just for a while.

Your happiness means a lot to me.
Even though your  naked eyes cannot see.

I would give anything to take it back
but the time to do this is what I lack.

If only I had a heart to live.
I'd share all the love that I should give.

I'd give up my heart and soul just to for one last chance to hold you so.

If only god would give me time.
I would sing to you my one last rhyme.

That I will never be ashamed of showing my love.
For I know god has sent you from above.

With my dying breath I say this true.
That I would share one life time with you.

Because I'm really glad that I have met you.

The seal of love is never broken.
At the moment when god has spoken.

It is a seal that can never be seen nor can it be touched.
For it is a seal that guarantees that you will be watched.

It is from heaven's eyes will you be seen.
Especially when evil has arrived to intervene.

It is also strongest seal that is unbroken.
In all the times when you are stricken.

Stricken by the thorns of  of guilt, lust, envy, or even anger itself.
For the power of true love will be upheld.

For love goes beyond words and nothing in this world is greater than this extraordinary love.







 

Every time I see a rose
I remember someone that history knows.

I could remember those eyes of blue,
those lips of red, and that pale face of snow.

Her heart was as warm as the summers sun burning brightly in the sky.
As we caught a glimpse of each others eye.

We fell into a very deep spell that night.
As we danced gently through the night.

The crowds were watching and the scene was breath taking.
Oh I could not help but get lost inside those eyes of blue as we held our hearts in two.

And when ever I am near her my heart would burn in flames of life as I gently watched her gently through the night.

Oh how I longed for her sweet embrace and her sweet lips red.
For these memories had haunted me when I'm in bed.

So I slept soundly through the night.
When I saw the stars that gently went out of sight.

I woke up at morrows eve.
The moment that I was completely deceived.

It was like a knife that pierced my heart.
As I saw my love depart.

I was all alone that day regretting that moment of midnights stay.

I've never been the same since the dawn she left.
For nature took it's place in my moments of regret.

It felt that as if my heart was broken in two  and then I gazed patiently into the lovers moon.
Since then  I've been waiting for someone like you,  For I know that someday you would complete me soon.